i'm wrong

when you screw things up, how do you fix it?
i have no idea....but i screwed up
and now things are broken
not completely snapped apart
but not working properly
and i can't seem to fix it
even though i'm the one who broke it
the ache inside
the pain i caused
can't seem to correct
just rears up again
mostly when i think things are starting to get better
i realize i'm wrong...yet again....as usual...like always