kaleidoscope

kaleidoscope of emotions....
jagged edged...distorted images
waiting for the prism to return
where everything flows smoothly together

will i ever find that spot?
will the emotions ever stop wounding my heart?
will the pain ease up?

wanting to flatline my emotions...
stop the hurt
stop the thoughts from taking over my brain
but the ramblings in my head just continue to ransack my heart