dream

the rush of passion coursing through my veins
the excitement of the first kiss
desire pulsing inside me as i wait for your first touch
my hands gently caressing you
i hear your soft moan
the electricity between us
i think of these things and wonder
where is the woman in my dream?

missing

thought i was sad but found i couldn't cry
thought i was happy but found i couldn't laugh
should be excited but instead i'm just scared
should be sleeping but i'm wide awake
anger lurking just below the surface
anger covering up the hurt inside
love is all i ever wanted...to be loved and to be able to love someone else
love is still missing in my life