shadows

living in a world of shadows
thinly veiled attempts at reality
reaching out to touch illusions
they disappear as if on a breeze

sand castles in the sky
washed away by a sea of tears
riptides pulling me into the abyss
flooding the canyons in my mind

imperfections glaring in the light
accomplishments eclipsed by the dark
emotions weighing heavy on my heart
living in a world of shadows

lost

lost
something missing
seeking searching
seeing only darkness
hearing only silence

want to run away
but everywhere i go
there i am
can't run from myself

can't find the part that's missing
not sure what i'm looking for
pieces parts
not whole
just lost