well...my fears have subsided a little.....but my insecurities are still out in full force....don't know how to fix that....LIE....i do know how but i'm not willing yet......totally know the difference between right and wrong....between good and bad...yet not willing to do anything different to change things....sucks sometimes...being an adult is not as much fun as i thought it would be when i was a kid......
message board has a thread today on This I Believe...
here's what i believe...at least today
1. I believe I don't know as much as I think I do.
2. I believe that love shouldn't hurt.
3. I believe my parents don't know everything but they know a lot more than I gave them credit for when I was a teenager.
4. I believe reality is sometimes just a figment of my imagination.
5. I believe I am not perfect and don't strive for perfection...but strive for progress in all I do.
was harder to write that than i thought it would be....had to really think about what it is that i believe....i expected it to be easy to write...but i had to really think ... guess i could have written just anything but wanted to really write from my inner spot....think i need to do that more right now...
very introspective these past couple of days...not sure why or where it's coming from...get like that sometimes...don't always like when it happens...tend to get mushy and sentimental and such....not sure if i like myself when i get like that...well...not sure if i like that side of myself ... guess it's all part of me so i just have to deal with it...
